Tonight I really think I had a strong connection with Jesus
I just felt like he had reached inside of me and really dug deep and said I love you and I have a great life ahead of you.
This all happened at a BYM (Baptist Youth Ministry) which basically is a huge region wide worship session. What a night it was actually amazing I felt wanted for once I felt like this is the place I want to be in, This is the place where I want to be this is the place where I don't feel judged this is my new happy place I will look forward to.
I could not believe the atmosphere of tonight the singing the people they were just so lovely I felt like all the sins I have done all the bad things I have done to myself had just gone had just disappeared I felt loved again and not alone.
I wish tonight could never end! This is the happiest I have been in a long time I have finally found my happy place I have finally found my support ..... I think I finally have found myself!
Listening to the guest speakers tonight... they were just so inspirational and moving the most relatable one was the last one he was just so powerful and so open to everything like suicide he told everyone in the room about his dark times and how he over come it. All he did was reach out and ask Jesus for him to show they way to recovery so he called for people feeling empty alone or suicidal and they got them to stand up and come to the front and then they called all the youth pastors to come and pray with them (I was the only one from my church) there was about 15 of us and everyone from my church just came to me and prayed and hugged me all I can say was the tears were flying from everyone in my church group this was the day where we as a church really bonded.
All I can say is I finally feel loved and wanted in life I feel like I have good trusting friends who love me for me and not just to use me I finally have friends who wont talk about me behind my back or who will go around telling everyone that I am a wreck or I am to suicidal, I think I have a great loving second family!
Night guys
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I rejoiced in that you found Christ through a church and I hope that you will be able to continue to grow and experience God's love and acceptance. Just remember that any church is full of people who also have their own battles and they may sometimes let you down, but Christ himself will never disappoint you. I hope your days are brighter now!
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